Diary of a Manic Depressive Insomniac

WELL.

It has been quite a while since I’ve posted.

Wow.

I think, what I’m going to do is:

I will post those deep emotional posts when things that need discussing occur.

But I’ll try to use this all…

Normal and whatnot.

Here goes something…

People are strange.

Keese.

So, I see I have new followers. Well I’m going to post very personal things on here. So, yet again I have not posted every week like I promised. Because of this, I am going to establish a new timing thing. I’ll post whenever eventful things happen. I wasn’t able to post last week because. Well, for lack of a better word, I was in a mental hospital. I was feeling suicidal I guess and I just needed help. I spent 6 days at Fort Lauderdale Psychiatric Hospital. It’s on Las Olas. It was. Well. Interesting. All the people there were really.. I don’t know the right word. Real? I don’t know. There just wasn’t a fake thing about them. They were all in similar situations to the one I was in, and were in the same mindset as I. There was a really nice kid. He was 17. He was on his way to jail, and when he was getting ready to be put in the slammer, he went to the bathroom and tried to hang himself with his shirt on the sink. A majority of the other people were there because of drug problems or alcohol problems. There was this creepy little vietnamese girl. She was the only one I kind of had a problem with, because she was only in there because she was seeking out attention. She claimed that she “overdosed” on Advil. Yeah. Fucking Advil. Hahaha. Everyone was really nice there though and I made some friends. I know. What a place to make friends, a mental hospital. But if anyone reading this is having a similar situation, where they feel suicidal, just ask for help from someone. Help is a lot closer than it seems. That’s what I learned, at least. Well, I send much love to all reading this.

Peace,

Keese

^^Haha, that rhymes.

Hello my 5 loyal followers. Sorry I haven’t posted for a week like I promised. Well the past two weeks have been rather uneventful. My birthday was on September 21st. It was pretty good. This week is Homecoming Week. Last Friday we got to dress up like it was Halloween. Lots of interesting costumes. I just threw on a robe and left. I’ve been listening to My Chemical Romance’s new song on repeat 24/7. It’s really a great song. Well I don’t know what else to say, except for sorry for not posting sooner! I’ll make sure to be on time next week.

Au Revoir.

Well, I believe I should start this off with a some information about myself. I’m Alex Keese. I’m turning 15 in a few days. I’ve been an insomniac for quite some time now. About a year. That’s also around when I became manic depressive. If you saw me walking around, most people would think that I’m an average person, but I guess you can’t tell everything from appearance. I like music a lot. Without music, there is no me. I would like to list some of my favorite bands but there’s just too many of them. Also, I’ve become somewhat of a movie junkie. Again, too many amazing movies out there to list my favorites. I play the guitar, ukelele, and occasionally I’ll take up the harmony. That’s really all you need to know about me, for now. More will be revealed as I write these.

Peace.

Howdy there.

This is something I’m going to try to update weekly.

I am Alex Keese.

A sleep deprived manic depressive.

In a way, this is a form of venting my frustration.

Let’s see how this goes.